Not A Fan Of Dramas

Not A Fan Of Dramas

and,a week of school passed by.cepat gila O:

on Monday,i already have the idea to skip Pn Siaw's class. *sigh*,somehow,i already forgot how Pn Norani's style of teaching the class and i forgot how it feels like to be in a class,not to mention i despise walking back and forth from the lab to class.

Tuesday was totally not a productive day,at all.i spend the first two period arranging the chairs at the back and sleep.the whole day,all i could hear is the things Alana and Haris talk about but i couldnt concentrate cause i was trying to finish my book ASAP.

Wednesday.Mrs Afizah entered the class with such bad temper.takut.she was so dissapointed with our paper.which scares us a little.went back to Ann's place and had lunch at Ikea.aah,heaven sioot (Y) best makan

i skipped school on Thursday to follow my mum to the airport to fetch my uncle,aunty and grandma.i love airports,KLIA to be precise.i love the smell,the vibe and even the bloody floor.

Meanwhile,as for today,i was really really glad i talked to Alana about a few things.somehow,i got this really heavy invisible imaginary load off my back and had a few loud laughs with her.Damnn,it felt goood (Y)

Ilya was absent since Tuesday because of her fever.get well soon babe :( and as for this week,i do realise i was being totally unfriendly most of the time.something is getting on my nerve,and i just feel soo bloody ***.tak suka org sbb dia bad mood je nk lepas kat kawan sendiri,tak suka org sbb dia emo je semua kena lari dekat dia,tak suka org jumpa jumpa je nak marah marah lepas tu blame ***,tak suka orang yang boleh sakit kan telinga sebab asyik asyik nk menjerit,esok esok nanti,aku takkan suka kau.

i've made and lost a few friends in my 5 years of high school.and because of my this huge ego i take everywhere,i don't care losing any friends.and i don't mind adding one up if i still can't keep up with you.i know one day,i'll look back on this and regret,but,right now,i can't stand with you.i can't stand your stares,your rantings,the way you block out my other friends.i'm being a bad friend by leaving you alone,tapi kau kan kawan dgn smue org,cuma kau tak boleh pilih je sapa kawan kau.

it's not that i like to see you hanging,but you have to look into everyone's feeling too.

haih what to do,what to do?doa je la and hope for the best from all of this.