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Not The Usuals

School today was school.got our papers back.nothing devastating,yet.i'm still expecting the worse but,so far,i think my marks are better.

tadiii kat sklh tnggu lama gila okay.mcm lama gila!and in this kind of situation,i always ended up with Ann.it's either we have to walk back to her house,or we'll just wait at the school until i-don't-know-when.t'was very tiring.perut berbunyi bunyi mcm *kriuk kriuk kriuk.ok bunyi dia mcm tkkena,tp it was grumbling like fo' shizzle.agak tkde beza aa excited teringt balik 1.10PM.i was the last to leave school,ok.dah la basah,tkboleh duduk.so mcm diri lama gila.even assembly pun tkdiri ok -.-' waktu balik nmpk smue org bli donut kat tepi tu.haih,cobaan.puasa puasa.

so,to kill boredom,i just walk back and forth in front of the school like dozens of time.banyak gila.since 2.15PM smpai la 2.50+PM.non-stop okay.nk duduk termenung tkboleh.so nyanyi sorang sorang jln depan blkg.mcm org tkbetul

honestly,dissapointed je sbb cm tkde explanation or sorry or anything.i didn't ask to be picked up.dah kena offer.tp i couldn't possibly say anything.org dah tolong mcm mana nk complain.tp mcm kalau lmbt pun she could have just told me to wait at Alana's place or something.tkde la diri smpai nk dekat 2 jam dgn lapar lapar mcm tu.

lepas dah balik tu smyg,then tidur la smpai pkl 6.40PM.bngn check time buka pkl 7.09PM so smyg je aa Asar sbb baba ckp "org tidur tkdiwajibkan smyg sbb roh pergi jln jln.so tidur lama mana pun,kalau still ada masa,boleh smyg".lepas tu waktu buka mama bising ckp kenapa smyg Asar lmbt bla bla.ckp la tgh tidur.pastu mama ckp "tdo lek lek aa.tdo lebih lebih kenapa?puasa makruh tdo lama" (ok,mama tkde la ckp lek lek,fikir la sendiri apa mama ckp).hmm lama ke tidur?smpai rumah je nk dkt 3.30PM.smyg smua tu,dah nk pkl 4PM.standard aa kan tdo 2 jam?hampir hampir nk masuk 3 jam kot maybe,tp entah la.maybe the rules dosen't apply to me when it's not necessary for me to pray when i'm sleeping cause i don't even have a soul.talk about thattt.

skrg mcm tkboleh nk concentrate blaja.buat tuition work Mr Nathan pun halfway.i'm just so down today,until its really messing my head this bad.tktau la kenapa.normally pun tkde la mcm ni.smpai td excited dpt kad raya (btw,thanks Aswad :D suka gila dpt kad raya haha)
dgn dpt markah Tassawur (naik ok!) pun dah tkrasa pape skrg.see,that's how distracted i am with today.baik tidur je.at least esok tkpyh aa tidur kat sklh.dah aa esok mcm 6 free periods (Y) boleh blaja.siap boleh bincang lagi dgn Lana (Y)(Y)

haih,tktau la hidup ni mcm mana.i was expecting a better day.padahal pasal 2 benda kecik ni je.tkpe tkpe,PMS.ok tak actually,tp best aa boleh blame benda tu hehe

p/s : annoying gila ok td kat sklh Ilya menjerit jerit "lagi 6 week!6 weeks guys!" lepas tu duduk,sambung borak then ttbe jerit balik "OMG 6 WEEKS!".kau nii,6 weeks 6 weeks,pergi la amik buku blaja.haha tkpyh la nk remind satu dunia! hehe
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Forgive Them,Even If They Are Not Sorry




suka gila waktu dia ckp "LOVE YOU GUYS,hang in there" haha,i love you too :') and his new song is really really good!i really think he's the best songwriter there is right now :D i honestly can't wait his first solo album and The Strokes' 4th album!
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Yo,Get Use To This

some of the bad habits i know i've been repeating a lot of times :

  1. I give out false hope.okay dramatic pulak bunyi but then .. it's true.bila org ajak keluar terus ckp "ok,boleh" but i don't get everything sorted out.i didn't plan transportation,what time,how am i going home and etc etc.i just have this feeling where i just like to hear them say "yeayy" tp last last bila tkdpt keluar mcm .. ha ye aa
  2. I ignore phone messages.i reply them when i feel like it.tu pun lambat gila/most likely,never.but if it's important,of course la reply
  3. I am never punctual.yes,don't expect me to be on time.if you're expecting me to be there at 2, ckp la nk jumpa at 1 o'clock.i made Haris wait for me 2 hours man!nasib la dia baik :') thats the worse case so far.but sometimes,it's not me.it's the transportation problems.right now,i can still blame it.nnt dah boleh driveee *rolling eyes*
  4. I make excuses a lot.yes,banyak la alasan.but normally,people buy it.but it's not always shit.it's true most of it.tp pnjng berjela la nk cerita
  5. I hate to forgive easily.i will always try to make it hard for you to make me say "tkpe,no big deal" on big issues.things i take serious,kau ckp la sorry 1000 kali.susah baiii
  6. I have a face thicker than the Wall of China.i've thrown away "shame" from my dictionary.and i have a good poker face okay!
  7. I raise my voice suddenly.tktau kenapa.but when i talk,my voice just raises up.

and sometimes,people misjudge me for certain things :

  1. like i lie a lot.i used to.dulu,kecik kecik.but people still think of me that.i will always try hard to avoid lying.but people always assumed me lying when i make excuses "yg pnjng berjela jela".it's not lies,it's the truth.i make excuses based on what happened,not out of the ordinary.mcm i overslept,pastu pakai je la alasan tu eventho tkde kena mengena.get it?
  2. my expression.everyone thinks i always give them the "i-hate-it" look or "whatever" look.mcm bila cerita muka menyampah je slalu.haha,i'm not like that okay.i love listening to everyone's ranting.but my expressions will always define something different.for this,i blame Al-Azim,Haris and Azim for always making me frown whenever i see them.
  3. my voice.bunyi mcm marah,but no.i don't like to get mad easily,i just like to get upset easily.kdng kdng org suruh ajar,and my voice will change,people always thought i was impatient.i love teaching to my friends what i've learnt ok.org slalu ingt aku marah sbb dierang lembab ke apa.honestly,aku tkkisah kalau org slow ke tak,aku just suka ajar :( like i said,my voice just suddenly raises up on its own.dosen't mean i'm mad okay.

one thing i've discovered is,do i make you feel stupid when you're around me?when i discovered that,mcm tkpercaya je.i can never make anyone feel stupid because,i'm always the stupid one.i'm still trying to find out how did i make my friends feel stupid around me.hmmm.

anyw,point of this post : i just want people to know how i am.kenapa ttbe tkreply msg,asal slalu lmbt ke apa.i just want everyone to know what i am and what to expect from me.the bad traits of me.i'm no saint.i have my flaws here and there.and what you've read is some of it.when you're with me,pls see these coming.and if you don't like the way i roll,tell me.there's always room for changes (:
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8TV Quickie



Kak Long,Mak Anjang,Pak Itam

Mak Anjang.perut dah brapa lama?
hmm 8 bulan.due bulan November
haa sama la dgn ayah awak
baba tu since .. since kterang lahir!
bpk awak tu 8 .. 8 tahun!
hahahahaha

Me,My dad

Baba!Pak Itam ckp perut baba dah 8 tahun!
hmph.bukan 8 tahun,dah 10 tahun dah!
hahaha

sorry.saya memang kaki report.tkpercaya tanya la Ann Ana dgn Ilya ye.slalu kena report dgn ckgu kalau dierang ckp waktu tuition haha tp report benda bodoh je aa,tkde aa smpai nk gaduh gaduh bro

Mr Nathan Ilya Ann Ana Me

*Ilya and Ann talking*
*stares*
cikgu!Ilya dgn Ann ckp td ckgu!
iye la,they talk a lot.concentrateee!
ish afiqah!
hahahaha,i like that

Me Ann Mr Cheen

hey,fhm tk?
hmm fahammm *whisper* actually aku tkfaham wei :s
ohh.cikguuuuu Ann tipu,dia tkfhm sebenarnya

p/s : how was your raya?mine was super :D
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Selamat Hari Raya 2009

anyway,mcm berjuta kali ckp,this year raya is a bit different.one of the minor examples,the wishes.okay,i love getting messages from my friends saying "Selamat Hari Raya" and stuff.mmg excited baca.haha.i used to do that every year too.i love to do it again,but sadly,after my phone got repaired,all the contacts numbers are gone,so no Raya messages from me.

but,i'm just gonna do this generally okay?

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
forgive me for all the mistakes i've done.i know i've done something whether if it's intentionally or not,straight to your face or not,only Allah knows.this whole year,like any other year is always a challenge to everyone,drama sana sini kan?so,let us all just start all over again,markah kosong kosong,kain putih semua,no damage.kita semua doa supaya hubungan silaturrahim kita semua tkkn terputus,and hope it will stay on like this.dah tknk gaduh,lepas ni jumpa,anggap mcm baru kenal,tkde dosa antara sesama sendiri okay? :)


this goes to everyone i know,but specifically for :

Alana Jaa Ilya Ann Ana Atin Sha Waa Fiza Raihan Ayesyah Farisha

Aswad Shazni Firdaus Odeng Bob Ahlami Bujur Majid Farid Syaqeel Al-Azim (ok,ni bnyk dosa hahaha) Harisudin

ok,basically the whole 5 Gama and Sigma.wow,buat list best jugak kan?

Hazwani Athirah Areena Azureen Nazleen Azzahara Syahira Dalila Umar Shahrul Hasif Fariz Nadzirah Irfan Ilman Zaki Azzaim Izzudin Fithri Azrel Danial Eizaz Idham and the only two non muslims : Kar Kei and Danesh <3

seriously,you guys are the best classmates i'll ever ask.

anyway,this post is EVERYONE,okay? :D

Enjoy your Raya guys!

p/s : inspired by Ana's post :p haha
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It Ain't Rocket Science,Dudettes

watched Rocket Science just now.its a very very slow movie.trust me,veeerrryyyy slow.i mean,i don't mind watching slow movies.sometimes i just love the outcome and the ending of it like Pay It Forward.i loved that movie.slow tkingt dunia,but i love that movie.everything relates to the movie,like how his friend got bullied and his mum.

but Rocket Science?his mum's relationship has got nothing to do with the movie except for the fact that his dad at last came into the picture,tp mcm,he did nothing much -.-' and the Ben dude,didn't really made an impact on the movie.you could just cut the part he's in cause in the end,nothing changed.i thought he would made an impact to the storyline,but nope.he didn't.

somehow,it's similar to Front Of The Class.of how it's impossible for you to talk properly.but Front Of The Class is a total thumbs up (Y),a good lesson at the end.but Rocket Science is just .. blah blah blah.but i did get excited at the part where he gets his debate rightly.tp tu je la ye bang.

the only thing that made me stick to the movie till the end is because Reece Thompson looks like Julian Casablancas in the movie.

so if you ever come across this movie at HBO,just change the channel.unless you like to stare at a Jules look-alike -- wait,i'm sorry.that would be me.
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Mixture of A Lot of Things

somehow,i'm just excited for raya this year.last year mcm boring sikit nk tunggu raya,this year is a bit different.maybe its because during Ramadhan i had my trials and i just can't wait for it to be over and just have fun during Raya.

anyway,it feels so different this year.i feel like it's gonna be a long week.i know i'm gonna miss my friends.they're like what i see everyday,literally.even on weekends.hari ni pun rasa lain tkbuat apa apa kat rumah.it feels weird waking up late on weekdays.

anyway,highlight for this month is obviously the end of our trials.it's what all the form 5s are talking about the whole month.what i've been talking about the whole month.when we passed up our Add Maths paper,it was,God,lega gila sialll (Y) and baru je trials -.-' i just can't wait for the excitement when SPM is over.mesti lagi best dr feeling hbs trials!

i screwed my Chemistry paper the most.i knew i can answer most of it,but serious mcm babi.paper 3 was the worst.jawab calculations,JE.and satu calculation tu salah.i knew the definition,but i didn't realize they asked the definition.i didn't read all the questions throughly.

Physics was a hell lot better than Chemistry.and i definitely did better for Add Maths while the rest tu,i just hope i improve.they'll be comparing our Diagnostics and Trials.i want to see my graph going up this once.

yesterday,we went to Pavilion.me and Lana was really hooked up with Crying Lightning and Alive.and bila masuk kedai dengar lagu tu Lana mcm super excited.haha.ok,i was excited tp mann,you should see Lana!

Me : *otp with my mum*
Lana : *running towards me* AFIQAH!LAGU LAGU!
Me : ha wei wei,tunggu jap *signaling to the phone*
Ana/Ann (tkingt) : kau lari kat afiqah nk bgtau tu je?sbb lagu je?dah la aku tgh ckp dgn kau!

and for the rest of the song,Lana played air guitar and buat this one stunt from Crying Lightning's video clip.lawak gila.main guitar then ttbe jatuh hahahaha

anyway,Ramadhan is coming to an end.i'll miss alot of things about it.like how we don't have to waste money on lunchs (save bnyk gila duit ok) and somehow,the foods and buka puasa at Mr Cheen's.haha boleh rindu ok,everyweek menjerit excited bila dgr azan (Y) haha.and he still haven't bought his mooncake :'( cikgu tipu.
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Losing To My Teacher!

Mr Cheen : nnt dia kata dia nk jmpe bpk u
Ann : dia nk jmpe bpk saya?tolong la,dia nmpk saya dgn bpk saya hari tu pun takut.senyum pun tk!
Mr Cheen : ha?kenapa dia takut?
Me : no balls la cikgu
Mr Cheen : WHAT?APA U CKP?
Everyone : hahahaha
Mr Cheen : mana u tau?u nmpk ke?
Me : eeei,cikgu ni!
Mr Cheen : dia bgtau u ke he got no balls?
Me : HAHAHA,DAH AA CIKGU

mannn,that backfired baddd.can't think of any comebacks to get back Mr Cheen -.-' tkpe aa cikgu,next time.
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Whadda What Wha'?

"nooo,i'm not sweet.but i can be whatever you want me to be,baby" - B??


HAHA,cuba teka sapa ckp ni kat sapa?:P

oh wait,on second thought,tkpyh la teka.i'll just keep it to myself,HAHA
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Humbug


ok,macam baru tau Arctic Monkeys dah release album baru 24th August 2009 -.-'

joyahh joyahh,now i can have new songs i can listen too :D
suka suka!

p/s : what does Humbug even means?

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The Hills Are Alive,With The Sound Of (!)

Meet Me Halfway by Black Eyed Peas is love man,love.
Black Eyed Peas is still one of my favorites <3
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BOSAN GILAAAA

I AM SO BLOODY BORED RIGHT NOW.its soo pointless to online right now.i feel like i don't have any purpose right now,esp when i have no one to talk too (hint HINT : Aswad!) :( so boooring mehhh.

p/s : i should just Tweet this post (!)

p/ss : Jaa mak nenek tkseksi langsung.seksa lagi teramat ada aa (Y)
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My Wednesday



i had a weird day today.i just don't know how to describe it,but it was weird.i guess it's because the usual people i see everyday is not in my routine today.butt thanks Firdaus sbb bwk jln jln and fhm dgn rantings kterang :') lain kali tkpyh laa tngk the Simpsons,yeah? *cue lagu Simpsons* bwk kterang jln jln lagi bagus (Y)
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Just What I Need

ok,the past week was not fun.seriously.i mean,i know the fact that i'm not that stressed out like anyone else,but my brain do get exhausted from studying.i mean,everyone does right?

so, #1:if it means i'm a whole lot stupidier(this is evidence #1 that i'm stupid) than you,fine.my brain can't withstand even 2G of memory.but my point is,i'm tired.eventhough i did mention i don't have nervous feelings,but my brain has muscles for it to get tired,but no feelings HAHA (ok,excuse me for not taking Biology please :B )

but thanking God,thanking every-effing-one in this world,i thank you for giving me 2 days off for my trials.sumpah lega tkterkata.i love this feeling again when you know you're not rushing absorbing everything into your head last minute.

tp seriously,penat gila fikir mcm mana nk study for the next subject in less than 24 hours.lg pening kalau 2 subjects in one day.so ni mcm kasi rehat kejap 1 hari je dah cukup.serious.

so my deepest condolences to those who take Biology/Arts AND EST.serious tkejek.mmg kesian.tkbreak lngsng dari 1 sampaiii 16 Sept(excluding weekends).tkrasa mcm nk bunuh diri ke?(ok,this is making fun) hehe

so,anyw,trials is suppose to be a big deal.but all i see is people taking it lightly everyday(ok,just my classmates,really) but we still have to do our best right?

we still have a few more papers to go,lets get to work!(ok,ok right after eating! :} )

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